This is a journal entry that I am currently working on. I'm spending time pondering and listening to what God has to tell me about Jacob's Bethel experience. As I read it this week, I began to focus on Gen 28:22...which led me to Matthew 7:24-25 & 16:18. He really began to unfold some stuff to me as I presented it to him. I'll share other entries as the Lord gives them.
Here I am, Lord J. Take all of me this
morning. Thank you for your word, for your peace, for your direction, oh God,
my God! In reading this morning,
you see my mind falls on Gen 28:22, "And this stone which I have set as a pillar
shall be God's house"…& Matthew 7:24-25, "Therefore whoever hears these
sayings of Mine, and does them, I will liken him to a wise man who built his
house on the rock: and the rain descended, the floods came, and the winds blew
and beat on that house; and it did not fall, for it was founded on the
rock”…& Matthew 16:18, “And I also say to you that you are Peter, and on this rock
I will build My church, and the gates of Hades shall not prevail against it.” I
believe there is something there for me this morning. Will you put it all
together for me today?
AND this is You, too, child! Resurrection life
raises you up to stand boldly before the throne of grace. You rest in my death.
But you stand in my life.
This rock IS the house of God…in you I find my rest…I will
dwell in the house of the Lord forever…
Upon this rock I will
build my church and the gates of hell will not prevail against it.
Lord, speak to me about this with Jacob.
Do you see Jacob,
child? He is resting on the rock. He didn’t even know that this was what I had
prepared for him…this Bethel
from the beginning. He CHOSE the rock. He chose it and made it his resting
place, his pillow for his weary head. Child, this speaks so much of laying your
head down upon that which brings true rest. The Law will never bring rest. You
must lay down your mind, your ways of thinking in order to rest upon the rock.
The law is in opposition to rest, child. Jacob had not rested in his dealings
with his father, as you well know and have been taught. Jacob had a law of his
own…striving for approval. It was only when he chose the rock and rested
himself upon it that peace and revelation came to him. This is symbolic of more
than me coming to him in a dream...it is more, child. It is laying down Law for
grace.
Expound more, Savior?
What does my word say?
That the carnal mind is in opposition to me and my ways? That what the Law
could not do, Christ did. When you choose ME over your ways, when you CHOOSE
me, the Rock, over your own efforts, child, you take upon the rest of the Lord
that only the rock can provide. Everything else is shifting sand. The Law, your
efforts, are shifting sand, child. You will never be able to lie down on the
sand and find rest…only the rock. But this is always your choice even as it was
for Jacob. He could have just laid down on the sands but he didn’t. He chose
the rock. Shifting sands…your ways. The rock? My ways. J
This was long before the Law was given but a law was at work in Jacob
already…the root of what it brings…striving. The rock brought rest.
Wow. Good stuff, Lord.
Keep looking, child.
Of course you know he didn’t deserve my coming to him. But I had prepared this
place for oh so long, child. It WAS his because I had given it to him. Yes, he
seemingly ‘stumbled’ upon it…but it was already his. He was there and didn’t
know it, right? I was all around waiting on him with all I had prepared in
advance and he didn’t see UNTIL he rested. When you enter into rest, child, you
enter into all that I’ve already given, all that I’ve already prepared for you
since the foundations of the world. The angelic activity was already happening,
child. It was all around. He just wasn’t AWARE of it. But, when he chose the
rock as his resting place…it was opened up to him WHILE he dreamed…not while he
worked, not even when he awoke. It was only in rest that he was able to see. It
was only when his own eyes were fully closed and uninvolved that he was able to
really see.
Wow. I have so much to learn about rest.
It is coming more and
more natural for you, child. Learn from Jacob today. Learn this lesson.
Okay.
Keep looking J
Truly Lord, you were above him and below him in that you
were under his head. Then, he awoke and had a response.
And what was it?
I see complete shock. A bit of startled type of fear, being
afraid to move at what he saw and at where he realized he was.
Child, when you are
awakened to the place of rest, to the host of angelic activity that is already
around you, you are suddenly afraid to MOVE . Moving, of course, is your own
involvement. Let this settle on your heart, child. When he awakened to where he
was, he was afraid to get involved. This is right, child, to a degree. It is
good to say to yourself, you shall not move in the glory of God, in that I do
not require anything of YOUR own efforts to sustain what I’m already doing,
child. But, he had another response after this. What was it?
Worship. He took the rock and stood it up as a pillar first.
Explain?
He took that which he
had founded his rest upon –like in the cross of my victory – and stood it up.
Child, I did not stay in the ground. I rose again!
Wow! Wow. Wow. Wow!
Child, I RESTED. And
through my death, all may rest from their works, too. MY work brought your REST.
The work that I did which led to my death brought you life, it brought you
refreshing rest from sin, from the fall, from all strife. BUT…it did not end
there. As YOU enter this rest, you are called then to RISE as I arose in
newness of life. After this encounter with REST, Jacob was never the same. He
had a baptism of sorts…a REST which is represented in death, child. And he rose
to new life. Resurrection awaits all those who will embrace the rest, the
finished work of my cross. Serve me, not simply as the one who died, but as the
Risen Lord! Jacob set the rock UP as a pillar. Child, my resurrection is the
pillar…my cross is the foundation…but my resurrection, my living Life which
conquered death is the pillar, the standing firm position that leads you to the
Father.
Help me hear, Lord. Expound…
The foundation of
rest? My cross. See a house, child. Think of a pillar. Who did I say would be
pillars in my Father’s house?
You said those who overcome. (Rev
3:12 ). In cross referencing 1 King 7:21, it says 2 pillars were
called ‘He shall establish’ & ‘in it’s strength.’ So, He shall establish in
its strength. This is your resurrection! This is You!!!
Wow. Sigh….wow, wow, wow! So one represents REST (stone
laying down/cross) and the other represents STRENGTH (Stone being
up/resurrection/awaken). Cool. J So, on one hand, Jacob didn’t get INVOLVED…but on
the other, he RESPONDED to what YOU had done.
You are called to move
in worship, true. But child, see beyond here. Jacob didn’t want to move in and
of himself. So how do we move once
we’ve tasted the death of the cross? How do we move without getting involved?
In ME. In me You Live...and MOVE …and
have your being. All DOING comes from ME! J
You are not called to your own efforts…you are not called on your own,
child…you are called to completely and totally live in Me. All of your doing is made to be done in Me. THIS is the true power of resurrection,
child. You are united with me in my death that you may be raised up to the
newness of my life.
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