Skip to main content

Psalm 23 Part 3 - He leads Me

Here is a journal entry from 2011 that the Lord brought me back to recently. I asked the Lord to show me truth in his 23rd Psalm. He began to paint for me a picture that began with us in the pasture but it ended with me understanding so much more about our relationship. It was a revelation that my heart needed...and I still need to return to it often. I pray it blessed you this morning!




January 24, 2011


Lord, what do you want to say to me this morning about the 23rd Psalm?

I see Jesus kneeling by a sheep...a wooly sheep. It has a collar and a bell and there is a leash on it. But, Jesus is bending down and taking the leash off from the collar.
                         
You are not led like this, child.

I reach down, kneeling beside Jesus and pet the sheep. After a moment, it trots off with a baa and a jingle of its bell to the other sheep. We laugh.


This leash in my hand…? Jesus tosses it.
It’s not needed, with you, child.


Jesus put his arm around my shoulder as we walk towards the flock. The land is lush and green. Beautiful mountains along the horizon.



You do not need to be tamed or pulled. A sheep does not need to be pulled or tamed. It is trained by the hearing of the ear, by the gentle nudging of my crook and the gentle call of my voice. It follows, not out of obligation, but out of sheer trust.


We sit down in the green field. I see the crook lying on the grass next to Jesus. We are comfortable in this field. I see that my ‘collar’ is a necklace with a cross on it. I hold it and look at it.
 
 
This is your decoration, child. The sheep wears the bell so that I can hear it. But you, child…you are always before my eyes…even in the darkest of places, I see you and I hear you. You wear a necklace for beauties sake. I decorate your life with beauty, not with a leash or collar. It is a necklace given as a precious gift. The cross lies on your heart.
 
Like the bundle of myrrh in Song of Songs J

 
Yes! Jesus squeezes me in.
 
 
This cross lies on your heart as a reminder of my love for you. Yes, it is about you here and now. See these sheep? They do not know where they are going. Nor do they fear. But you, child, are not a mere sheep. You are my beloved one. I grace you, not like a mere sheep, but as a friend and lover…as the Bridegroom does his bride. My sacrifice for you lies upon your heart as a reminder. You are more valuable to me than all the sheep in a flock, child J. Yet, the Good shepherd lays down his life for the sheep. How much more so will the good bridegroom, the good king, lay down his life for the one his heart burns for? His heart bleeds for? I love you with an everlasting love. Not as a pet but as a
companion and friend. Yet, child, you trust me as a sheep does a shepherd to lead you and direct you. This is the trust of a bride to her groom.
 
 
Selah. I love you, Lord.
 
 
I am now walking among the flock, running my hand gently over their wool. There is a crook in my hand. Jesus is standing watching and smiling. We laugh.
 
 
But, Lord…YOU are MY shepherd! That’s what I came to talk to you about this morning!
 
 
Oh, my child. You delight my heart. I trust in you as you trust in me. Even as you have said, lead me, lord….as a sheep to the shepherd, I have given you charge of your own little flock and said, ‘lead them.’ You have served faithfully to the best of your ability and beyond child…truly, to lead them as you know how into my ways. You have led them into green pastures to find rest and this is pleasing to me.
 
 
Thank you, Lord.
 
You have done well, child. My bride. Now, it is time for you to rest in me. Child, your heart keeps coming back to this because this is what I want you to see today: You are more than a sheep to me. You are my bride. THIS is how I’ve called you to live. Yes, I will lead you and you need not want. But hear me now: This is the love of a father to a child, of a husband to his bride. No fear. Just mercy and love. Just peace in direction. You have known much fear and mistrust in your leading through the years on the natural plain. And yet, child…you have pleased me because you have fought your way through the doubt and mistrust to a place of surrender to ME. This honors ME, child. When you honor your husband and his decision though they may seem cloudy and muddled to you, it honors ME. This is why I can trust you with my most precious possessions. My treasures of glory, of purpose…and yes with my flocks for your care. You honor when it is hard and this honors me. But as for me? I am a good Father. I am the Maker, your husband and I will always lead you safely on. You are made for more than mere trust. You are made to be beside me, walking hand in hand. You are made as my companion for the ages, my helpmate, the one who comes along side under my arm and next to my heart. Don’t you see? This is a relationship way beyond that of shepherd and sheep…but it will not be known to all. It will be opened only to those who do not need the leash J. It will be given to those who press into my heart. I woo all but not all hear. They wander like sheep. You have stayed close to the shepherd’s tent, child and you have found favor. Even as Ruth slept at the feet of Boaz, child, you have found your redeemer. You have pleased me with the pursuit of my heart. I have promised you life and love and you will receive it.
 
You are mine, beautiful one. Just remember that today. No power in hell can separate you from me for we are MORE than just mere shepherd and sheep, although that is a strong bond indeed. You and I are father to child and maker to created. We are bridegroom and bride forever. I trust you with my heart and you trust me with yours. This is UNION. One flesh. This is trust at a whole other level, child. Beyond mere feeding and leading. This is union.

Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

Christmas Keys

My hands delicately touched the ivory keys. In reverent solace, I took a deep breath as I sat in the darkness of this unfamiliar house. Slowly, I began to let my fingers flow with the emotions I was feeling. It had been months since I had sat at a piano. But this piano was nothing like the one I had known before: this piano was a perfectly tuned Baby Grand, worth thousands of dollars. The piano I had know - my piano - was an old out of tune spinet that I had purchased at a yard sale for $50. And in that moment, as my fingers danced across the meticulously cared for ivory, I realized how deeply I missed my old out-of-tune friend. It was a feeling that came unexpectedly, this grief. It startled me. So, I quickly stuffed it down inside of myself and shook it off as nonsensical. But as warm tears began streaming down my cheeks while I played this Grand, I soon realized that this was an emotion I could no longer deny: I was grieving the loss of my piano. The loss of my piano had come a...
Post a Comment
Read more

A Passage of Scripture I'm Not Fond Of

So, today I was reading Joshua 7. It's the one that talks about Achan and how he was killed for lying, stealing, etc. etc. His sin cost him his life and cost Israel a victory in battle. Yeah...it's not one of my favorite passages of scripture! It's one that makes me cringe when I read it. No warm fuzzies. Ready for MORE honesty?! I have reason not to like this passage. I've seen it used within the church as proof to judge and punish someone who has sinned. In fact, I've personally been on the 'receiving' end of that position. It's no fun. Yep. Not one of my favorite passages of scripture. ALL the more reason for me to read it and to ask God his opinion on the passage. It can be really easy to skip over difficult passages of scripture. It can be easy to just skim them and not ponder them at all. But it is still God's word. I want to know why he said what he said. Soooo, I took it to the Lord in all my glorious honesty this morning. I walked rig...
Post a Comment
Read more

Beautiful in Weakness

I am writing a book called, "Lessons From the Tree." I don't post that here to brag or in hopes of sparking interest, because let's be honest - I reckon that only my mom and a couple close friends even read this blog...and the same will probably be said for my book. I mention it today because the book is all about learning to hear God's voice. The title comes from the vision that I often see in prayer: Jesus and me sitting under an ancient tree in a beautiful garden. This image has come to me countless times now and each time I allow the scene to unfold, I am blown away by the lessons the Spirit teaches me there. Under the cascading branches, I have learned about God's holiness, his mercy, his never-ending love for me. I have learned about how he sees me as beautiful even in my weakness, how he loves even the smallest area of obedience, and how he loves me - not forces me - into greater faithfulness. All of these lessons, taught right under that tree, are tied...
Post a Comment
Read more